SUICIDE

Yeah I just need to focus on me I gotta love myself So nobody can hurt me I got a few scars on me But I feel alright It's still killing me slowly Everything ain't what it seems All this stress gotta hold on me Cut my heart and watch me bleed All these thoughts make it hard to sleep I just need to focus on me I gotta love myself So nobody can hurt me I got a few scars on me But I feel alright It's still killing me slowly Everything ain't what it seems All this stress gotta hold on me Cut my heart and watch me bleed All these thoughts make it hard to sleep Yeah, I can't sleep Maybe I'm over thinking I can't breathe I'm running out of patience Yeah I ain't going suicidal I just wanna car With the all white suicide doors With you sitting right beside me Pretty little smile How could I leave? When you're everything that I need You ain't gotta worry about me Imma just follow my dreams Don't care what it might be I just wanna fly over seas But don't get it twisted The sky ain't the limit I'm losing my vision I tried to tell em but they never listen So why would I keep using energy Try to forget the bad memories All your friends turn to enemies But this ain't the end of me Yeah This ain't the end of me Nah Whoa Where do we go I live with this pain but I call it my home I'm stuck in my ways, and I feel so alone You left me with nowhere to go So i'm on my own Yeah I just need to focus on me I gotta love myself So nobody can hurt me I got a few scars on me But I feel alright It's still killing me slowly Everything ain't what it seems All this stress gotta hold on me Cut my heart and watch me bleed All these thoughts make it hard to sleep I just need to focus on me I gotta love myself So nobody can hurt me I got a few scars on me But I feel alright It's still killing me slowly Everything ain't what it seems All this stress gotta hold on me Cut my heart and watch me bleed All these thoughts make it hard to sleep Everything ain't what it seems All the stress got a hold on me Cut my heart and watch me bleed Yeah Imma keep going and going I promise ill be with you there in the morning I promise ill be with you there when it's storming Right now I'm just sitting in my room and recording I've been up for three nights Looking at the street lights I don't wanna feel like I get in the way I think to myself but don't know what to say I wish all the pain would just go away I wanna go back but it's never the same No, no it's never the same I wish all the pain would just go away