In the Dark

Feel like I’m trapped up in the dark Feel like I’m trapped up in the dark No one knows my pain And no ones around Feel like I’m trapped up in the dark Feel like I’m trapped up in the dark No one knows my pain And no ones around Trapped in the dark And it feel like I’m breaking apart And all my lashes, betrayal, and contusions Have taken a toll on my heart My drip is invisible scars Wounds still covered in gauze And My ambitions turned them opposition Even when they was closer than blood I’m in the dark Damn But f*ck it I swallow my pain Even though that shit feels like a blade That runs through my body and ruptures my veins Tears are covered by shades Still I try to contain I clinch my jaw till my molars crack Still can seem to hold them back The dark Feel like I’m trapped up in the dark No one knows my pain And no ones around Dark Feel like I’m trapped up in the dark No one knows my pain And no ones around Feel like I’m trapped up in it But who can I depend in The burden of the strongest man is that he’s independent He gotta stiffen that chin and He gotta keep that grin in His pride needs defending His pride needs defending I thought that I was winning Till the lights went dim and I’m looking around Ain’t nobody really to hold me down And I’m fighting my demons in silence It’s the way men are raised but then I guess If I seen another man Dealing with the things I am Would I offer a helping hand No And I feel like I’m worthless Like ain’t shit in this world I’m deserving Like leaving this earth and Knowing no body would stop for the moment Is misery the company I’ve chosen Or the outcome of what I’m bestowed with I feel like I’m losing my ground Feeling invisible inside of this crowd Feeling like I’m lonely next to you right now Feeling like these moments never could end Just the beginning of a terrible trend Fall back down get up again Got bit by the same dogs I fed Same bitch I had on my bed Same ones that couldn’t split meals So I paid bills now I count the dead Dark Feel like I’m trapped up in the dark No one knows my pain And no ones around Dark Feel like I’m trapped up in the dark No one knows my pain And no ones around