Party

So I'm out again With friends again But i doubt again Myself and all I feel so small Let me drink Some alcohol To loosen up Release the stress Try to suppress Scary thoughts And fake a smile At least for awhile Come on now man Everyone is friendly No one is vile This is our party This is our party Dance everybody This is our party This is our party Come on everybody This is our party This is our party baby I feel so empty Nothin' for me here If I could just, just disappear Would anyone see Would anyone hear I got a smile on my face But my heart hides a tear baby This is our party This is our party Dance everybody This is our party This is our party Come on everybody This is our party This is our party baby I look around I see friendly faces But my heart still races From fear of something I try so hard But it's all so frighting I should run from this I should go in hiding I guess I won't Ever belong So I'll close my eyes And dance along I like to dance So I'll lose myself Lose in trance Lose in dance That's what I'll do I'll dance away All the pain Anxiety and rain Nothing changes It's all the same But I'll dance anyway I'll dance away I feel so empty Nothin' for me here If I could just, just disappear Would anyone see Would anyone hear I got a smile on my face But my heart hides a tear baby This is our party This is our party Dance everybody This is our party This is our party Come on everybody This is our party This is our party baby