Abandon Me

This strange for me to say but I have to clear my mind You don't have to say a word or understand I feel we've grown apart even though we were never close Full of loneliness to afraid to get close It doesn't matter what I feel forgotten it will be Just another name to throw away Don't put your trust into me I'm afraid I will break you too You deserve everything I don't So just Abandon Me I won't blame you if you do Because I know that if I could I would leave me too I Suffered me with silence and surely I did break So abandon me before it's too late Every day I feel I'm drowning but you'll never see me cry You always ask but do you really care I have so much to say when I'm lying wide awake at night But silence I always keep so I do not bother you I'll take the hate the blame all of the suffering again A little rain never did me wrong All alone with painful thoughts, the only remedy is sleep This time I hope I never wake So just Abandon Me I won't blame you if you do Because I know that if I could I would leave me too I Suffered me with silence and surely I did break So abandon me before it's too late Would it help if I said I'm sorry Would it help if I can start over Would it help if I could turn back time Would it help if I just walked away So just Abandon Me I won't blame you if you do Because I know that if I could I would leave me too I Suffered me with silence and surely I did break So abandon me before it's too late