Addicted

I crave the feeling you give me when I'm alone I thought I could live without you but I proved that wrong The thought of you ensures a relapse My heart by begins to tremble Thinking back are you worth the risk Could we make it work this time Cause you know I'm still Addicted Addicted to your pain I know You're still addicted Addicted to my shame I feel like I can't breathe knowing one day you will walk away from me And forget you even cared I tried to move on but I still kept crawling back Misery needs company and I'm glad I'm welcomed back Through my veins I gave a path for you To take my heart and soul I'd give up everything to keep you in my life Please tell me what to do Cause you know I'm still Addicted Addicted to your pain I know You're still addicted Addicted to my shame I feel like I can't breathe knowing one day you will walk away from me And forget you even cared I feel so empty Inside and I'm scared to be alone again After all you've done to me I feel like now life has no meaning I only feel alive when your around Is it my fault, that I got clean I Knew you never cared for me But you know I'm still Addicted Addicted to your pain I know You're still addicted Addicted to my shame I thought I'd never see the day I'd walk alone without you You're always on my mind