Calm of The Storms

Last night I truly missed Who I used to be Now I lay here all alone Just like untouched ice and snow Never did I know I'd lose my mind lose what I had Silence devoured me against my will to keep it all inside I'll never find my way I'll never find my truth I feel the fear like a wild fire I feel the rage like a hurricane I feel the hope like a soothing rain I feel the pain like a Hale-storms way Will I ever be set free From the thoughts inside of me Eruptions soon to be born Can you sense the Calm before the storm The skies above me blackened instantly Eternal dreams that haunt me reminds the winds to run Drowning in sorrow, getting high on pride My hate still burns my love still cries Is there anyone still there Is there anyone that cares Do they know how hard I fight Just to keep it all inside I feel the hate like a thunderstorm I feel the love like a new days dawn I feel the guilt like an avalanche I feel the trust ready to explode Will I ever be set free From the thoughts inside of me I can not take this anymore Can you escape the Calm of the Storms I feel the fear I feel the rage I feel the hope I feel the pain I feel the hate I feel the love I feel the guilt I feel the trust Will I ever be set free Can you escape the Calm before the Storms Will I ever be set free From the thoughts inside of me I can not take this anymore Can you escape the Calm of the Storms