Wreckage

High pitched voices inside my head, I'm wondering if she feels the same I regret the time I lost her, cause I was so selfish yeah I know that She told me our friendship was over I fckep up Don't blame me for all of it, you were also involved in I ain't no angel but f*ck I ain't no devil, from Cobain to Juice Wrld, I really love this I really don't know why we fought in the first place, I can't sleep I'm still lying on my bed yo F*ck, I just want real love, I blame myself, f*ck my ego, f*ck my problems I wish I could go back in time, wish you could be mine, since 20 17 I've been so caught up in my mind Maybe I was blind, maybe fucking blind, put my heart on the line Yeah Shout out to Trunser for making my beat Yeah I don't need her, by I can't replace her I'm an anxious person choosing to live a life expose, that's what I chose Found out I got two more a while ago I'm lost and I don't know where to go The last time we talked it went so wrong This lockdown has been so long