Paper Plane

I like the pain I hate to feel Sometimes I know the world is not real I dream with my eyes open I don't know why I should stop Do you really understand Going back and forth again Do you really want to know I don't think so I'm dreaming Falling out again Cloud nine Heaven won't let me in I'm flying Feet still touch the ground Thunder I'm thrown off my cloud Every day, stop asking me if I'm ok I don't want to live another day I feel ashamed I want to hide Sometimes I know something's not right A fever dream Paralysed and awake at the same time Can you help me up again? Crashing like a paper plane Do I really want to change I don't think so I'm dreaming Falling out again Cloud nine Heaven won't let me in I'm flying Feet still touch the ground Thunder I'm thrown off my cloud Every day, stop asking me if I'm ok I don't want to live another day