Get Right

I don't know what I'm so scared for This the only thing I ever cared for Kept my mind numb for so long That I can't remember where the f*ck it went wrong That's why I stay up and smoke Cheech and Chong Give me nice dreams 'fore it's gone in the morn' Cause once the smoke clear Ain't nobody else here I look in the mirror it's been me all along Wearing my clothes Rocking my style Different demeanor than had as a child Used to dream big with his head in the clouds Now only clouds is smoke Breathing the fumes that others provoke Hoping I don't cough it out just to choke I've been spending my whole life Trynna figure it out Trynna get right Poor little child did not know what he doing Didn't know all of the shit that he losing What is the meaning to this I can't find meaning to this So I wait (Please god if you're real) This shit had been in my blood Took me a while to find where it was Never again will I take it for granted Put that on my mammy and all of my cuz Shit bring the whole family I'll do what I does It ain't about money it's all about love And I can't get this shit out of my head I don't wanna live your life I would rather be dead So don't come up touting your 2 cents You're being a nuisance I need to cut all my loose ends That way it isn't the news when They hanging me up and they tapping my pockets Like where is your 2 cents Well It ain't in my genes I ain't learn from you You don't get what I mean I do this shit so that I can keep sane And not blow out my brain I've been spending my whole life Trynna figure it out Trynna get right Poor little child did not know what he doing Didn't know all of the shit that he losing What is the meaning to this I can't find meaning to this So I wait (Please god if you're real)