Distracting Me

Even when I have Everything right now I can't smile I don't know why Even when I get the fame The money and attention I'd still die I'm too tired But I I'll try To lie That I'm fine I'm not fine Even when I have my name In billboards and in papers I'm still here Waiting on you Even when I get this song For everyone to listen I hope that You'll hear it too Cause I Miss you You're my home But you're you I don't have any control of what you'll feel, and you'll do So I'll stay away Away from you Yes I do, miss you But it's better this way Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Maybe I still love you But I don't want to I hate the way I feel It's been months that I'm like this I can't sleep, too tired Too lost, can I please rest In your arms, just once Even if it's been a while I still feel the same I'm still in love When I hear your name So I wrote a song But this won't change a thing Cause even when I sing this song You'll still hate to hear my name