Holding On

I imagine you never were gone Imagine you here just cheering me up Whenever I have a bad time You're holding my hand, just calming me down "Everything will be alright" I'm telling myself all these beautiful lies I wish you were here by my side I wish you were here to tell me it's fine Sometimes I cannot fight it I cannot ease my mind, yeah Sometimes it's hidden deep, but I believe It will never be gone, yeah I keep joking around but I really suffer inside And I wanna be, wanna be fine It's been a few years I've been torn apart But it feels like few days to me It's been killing me for years, bleeding from my heart But somehow it's keeping me alive I'm holding on, I'm holding on found a way how to bear unbearable pain I'm holding on, I'm holding on Knowing I'm not alone keeps me sane Remember the day you have gone Eyes flooded with tears in a blink of an eye I was scared I was losing my mind I could not accept that a part of me died I thought I wouldn't survive But It opened the gate where I was to find The meaning hidden in time The moment I was defined Sometimes I cannot fight it I cannot ease my mind, yeah Sometimes it's hidden deep, but I believe It will never be gone, yeah I keep joking around but I really suffer inside And I'm trying my best to be fine It's been a few years I've been torn apart But it feels like few days to me It's been killing me for years, bleeding from my heart But somehow it's keeping me alive I'm holding on, I'm holding on found a way how to bear unbearable pain I'm holding on, I'm holding on Knowing I'm not alone keeps me sane Over nine years I've been torn apart It's been a hell for me I know you've been watching me from the far I know you've been keeping me alive It's been a few years I've been torn apart But it feels like few days to me It's been killing me for years, bleeding from my heart But somehow it's keeping me alive I'm holding on, I'm holding on I'm trying to hold on I'm holding on, I'm holding on Knowing I'm not alone keeps me sane Over nine years I've been torn apart It's been a hell for me I know you've been watching me from the far I know you've been keeping me alive I'm holding on…