Even In The Midst Of Chaos, You Can Find Peace

I don't wanna act too high and mighty Coz tomorrow I may fall down on my face I don't wanna act too high and mighty Coz tomorrow I may fall down on my face Lord I thank you for sunshine, thank you for rain Thank you for joy, thank you for pain It's a beautiful day It's a beautiful day Lord I thank you for sunshine, thank you for rain Thank you for joy, thank you for pain It's a beautiful day It's a beautiful day Woke up, I slept in I, still feel my medicine I, come so dependent on these things that just not what am I Spent so much time, I'm done These drugs don't help me none Just push away the ones, that saved me from that gun I done been to the edge so many times, I lost count I done had all I have, just turn they back and walk out I've had a sick step father, take my pride from myself You know what kind of shit that does to your mind, when you're twelve But that's just how life goes, cant let it control My hope for things to change, or else you won't see growth My baby girl needs a daddy, that shows her stand up, be strong My mama looked me in the eyes and said, my god have you grown It's all just a test, we sit and settle for the less Then find the drugs so we forget, the hearts we had before the mess So Lord please grant me serenity, for the things I can't change And grant me the courage, so I can grow from this pain Lord I thank you for sunshine, thank you for rain Thank you for joy, thank you for pain It's a beautiful day It's a beautiful day Lord I thank you for sunshine, thank you for rain Thank you for joy, thank you for pain It's a beautiful day It's a beautiful day Woke up, dope sick I've been depressed since I was a kid I'm using drugs to fill the void I'm using hoes to fill the void But nothing makes it go away I think I might just kill the noise I hope my mom don't know her son's A junkie ain't her baby boy I can't avoid these pitfalls All the times that I should've called I wasted most my life on days I can't even fucking recall I'm wasted, can't face it All my worthlessness, I can't change it I think I'll blow my brains, leave my body in the basement Wait, hold up, I'm alive I say my prayers, dry my eyes I'm thankful for another day I should be dead, but I survived I'm sorry to my family I'm sorry to my friends All the times you thought my life was coming to an end No more pain, no more drugs Time to change, only love I'ma make my mama proud On a stage, not up above So, Lord, please grant me serenity for the things I can't change And grant me the courage so I can grow from this pain I don't wanna act too high and mighty Coz tomorrow I may fall down on my face I don't wanna act too high and mighty Coz tomorrow I may fall down on my face I don't wanna act too high and mighty Coz tomorrow I may fall down on my face I don't wanna act too high and mighty Coz tomorrow I may fall down on my face Lord I thank you for sunshine, thank you for rain Thank you for joy, thank you for pain It's a beautiful day It's a beautiful day Lord I thank you for sunshine, thank you for rain Thank you for joy, thank you for pain It's a beautiful day It's a beautiful day Lord I thank you for sunshine, thank you for rain Thank you for joy, thank you for pain It's a beautiful day It's a beautiful day Lord I thank you for sunshine, thank you for rain Thank you for joy, thank you for pain It's a beautiful day It's a beautiful day