ISLAND LACUNA, PT.1

I'm going to lose With my own head Can't seem to talk to my closest even though I should I know I'm going to be fucked in the end I'll kill myself right now just to make a statement I'll kill myself right now just to see your wear Because right now I feel so....so indifferent I'm scared to talk to my own damn sister I'm scared to walk through the steps of being so scared Because I'm not sure if I would help Only to cause more pain for my loves Cause right now I feel so....so indifferent Right now I feel so damn much I don't know whether to be weak or be mild Cause right now I feel so damn empty Right now I feel so....so indifferent Right now I feel so damn much I don't know whether to be weak or be mild Cause right now I feel so damn empty I will walk forward and live this beautiful life My heart hurts But I still got the feeling of hope I will walk forward and live this beautiful life I know that I'm one of a kind I'm so young and I'm so wise Seems like every dream is acquired by nightmares I can't seem to stop it I can't seem to stop it