ISLAND LACUNA, PT.2

So many times I see a face Of a woman who can feel I shall strive because I should Not for the feels I'm finding loneliness as a whole To be my only friend The hope of new smells so peach But that scent only ends I can't stop him, me, or you I can only watch the fog Every day seems like a rule To get to agony Why should I stand and gaze At others doing great I know some are so damn fake But I wish some sometimes I'm tired of it'll be ok When all I do is try Details seem to be a phase A nostalgic goodbye I weep to see all ventures That I planned to be with you I want to miss unbarring pain I want to miss everything I want to miss all the things I finally gave in To another broken one I saw her scars And wanted to feel them I lived the pain And saw her hair I compared it to My guardian angel I wanted more good Than harm I wanted more love But being here was worth it When it was all said and done You threw yourself Against avalanche of levels Waiting to be crossed It hurt me so bad Would never expect that in you I thought I knew you I thought we were the same But you broke the trust And you broke my love You broke the foundation we always dreamed of And I saw the worst Waiting to appear It came so soon She knew how I worked Now I'm here Living these songs I cope every day Just to unsee your face Thank you for your feelings Thank you for your heart I'll miss it every day I'll cherish the photos you sent Things just don't work out I'm sorry it had to be us I still have you in my heart I still have your smell in my car My dense Runs out now To a place I call home Flee my wounds They hurt again They shock a friend They make me sick I never gone down I never saw crown Slip joke onto worry Still no sight I spare Tools make out hurry Crowd crusted with shy Inaudible sounds love The spiral of fall My bedroom drowns in Misleads and a tear I could get up soon But I sit and stare clean Soul breaks down to cry No disguise me and lies Live on so crystal black Lonely my friend I sack I see you running I see you jogging These lights I know I spent We'll get to walking