Cardboard

So It's the final show Find a place to go Why is it so cold Now When I start to sing I can only think of your name And how it doesn't sound the same My heart's cardboard You shipped it away Shipped it away Now it's falling apart Underneath your weight Beneath the weight So It's the end of the road All these miles I drove Trying to get you home Now I wait for the spring Hope that it will Bring you heat from when I buried you beneath My heart's cardboard You shipped it away Shipped it away Now it's falling apart Underneath your weight Beneath the weight Living every day in a water colored fantasy then you put your mask on and hid your face from me Thought I wouldn't see, you knew I would eventually I didn't want to leave but I got sick of waiting patiently Now I'm gone done appeasing finally be at peace Feel relief when I see an empty passenger seat Now my thoughts alone they only keep me company Is this freedom when these demons keep on haunting me Five whole years I drowned myself in disbelief Convinced my problems came from you, how naive I never listened to your words I only disagreed Could you believe all my problems really came from me When you look outside your basement window You might see someone who looks a lot like me I will turn my head and say I love you cause it's true I love you girl but I'm not in love with you I love you girl but I'm not in love with you When those feelings show it's time to go Now those feelings show it's time to go