P.A.P

Life ain't easy when you take pills to escape the thoughts when you can't sleep Popped 6 still empty so I need more to satisfy my needs I let the pain take control of me so it's not hard for the pen to speak Rappin' with anxiety that's inside of me now i can't breathe Need more than just ten bitches who be claimin' a lot about loyalty It's flashin' lights when you on stage when you get home it's too lonely The weed really cure the pain but the pain is solved through the liquor mostly My destiny is a combination of my pain addiction mixed with poetry Dump the memories of my teen days there was no day that wasn't dark Niggas told me that i wouldnt be shit cause i wanna be a rapstar The whole fam' left me in the mist and that's how I grew up with no heart You weren't with me when i was in the pits so don't complain that we grew apart This fame shit brought a lotta envy and I'm underground so i don't get it A lotta people really say I'm famous but to my ears Destiny said it My journey to that mil' starts now so it's time to get it with the first mission Don't let the glamour get into your heart make sure you keep your previous perspective Left the fake people in my past life in this new life I'm tryna get paid I know that heaven is just a state of mind put my bad thoughts in a new place (new place)