Dream

I've been looking for my future for too long Now I'm stuck in the present Now I'm stuck in the nowhere And the time has no hold Think this point of no return is passed So everything that was is gone The shards of reality are scattered on the floor And I will not even collect none Now I'm not a part of any nation No generation I might belong to Simply alienated Does it matter? No it don't But it's not quite bad when you're not quite there The dreams leave no evidence Didn't know it'd be this freeing in the end Ruinous contemplation, beautiful decadence (Ruinous contemplation, beautiful decadence) (Ruinous contemplation, beautiful decadence) They tell don't be so naïve But I can't, it's my only weapon And I will go to sleep And in the morning for a moment this pain will be Deadened (Ruinous contemplation, beautiful decadence) Is it time to go yet? (Ruinous contemplation, beautiful decadence) (Ruinous contemplation, beautiful decadence) (Ruinous contemplation, beautiful decadence)