Court

Hated who I was and am I lived through a facade for friends Now they know how I'm hurting That bond isn't returning I move with the best intents While trudging through my old regrets A new one isn't worth it Why'd you think I seemed so perfect I know what you want from me Feeding it's a want and need No one ever wanted me It's all that I'd see This new urge blinds light from the tunnels end Funny then, I feel I had a grasp on how and why I'm suffering Burdened with the purpose to protect but I'm a fiend to them You show me grace