where you're gonna go

I lost friends, means to ends and munitions I'm still suck on whether I made all the right decisions Life's a mess, I've corroded from attrition The path I put myself down put a hold on all my vision I left morals neglected Now fiend for correctness I know my intentions Don't care for retention Had years to correct it I stressed it I waded through all of these thoughts cus I'd break if I left it I can make a hit by myself Show some greatness in stealth Put my worth in some work I don't care if it sells I got urges to quell Y'all just turn on yourselves I don't need to get attacked when there's no news you can tell Bitch Fell your own friends And make light of all the trauma they spread It's better said as you just wanting some bread And some attention You need it Lose this and you'll bleed it You feed in and bet on every outcome giving credence Sorry to digress again I'm too stressed, it seems evident Go feed on their relevance I just want my life back I just want my life back I lost friends, means to ends and munitions I'm still suck on whether I made all the right decisions Life's a mess, I've corroded from attrition The path I put myself down put a hold on all my vision I left friends who'd leave me out Cus it seemed like they want that anyways What? Now you save me space? Huh, guess you're saving face Bet you couldn't change and you just worsened Let you get to me and now they see a different person I meet every need to feed the greed that you let furthen Fans brought out the worst in you And now you're left deserted Act new like you earned it Shocked when you get burned All y'all mourn the consequence Then never fucking learn