Blackout

Woke up this morning With a pain inside my head And in my heart I can't remember, no How did I get to this place? All my candles are still lit I see myself sitting in that chair Saying goodbye to yet another year Wondering what is gonna change Staying alone is my greatest fear I had a vision today There's a man inside my head And in my heart I can't remember, no How did he come to be so far away From me and all my sins I see myself sitting in that chair Wishing that it was him instead of me Asking me why I will never change Staying alone is my greatest fear To be alone When all things come to a bitter end I see myself sitting in that chair Praying up to a God, I hope he hears me I stay the same, the world around me changes Staying alone is my greatest fear But to be alone It's just the way I feel.