i'll do you a favor

Don't you know I can't go right now Can't control myself, I Please just don't go Yeah, I know, I know I'll do you a favor Get the f*ck out of your life right now Stop being so fucking selfish all the time Hide myself from the fact it never was mine I cut all your heartstrings Thinking it'd do me a one up Can't go back again, get my trust up Losing sight of the girl that I once was And I'll never be pretty like her (I wish my voice sounded this way) She'll never know just how it hurts (I wish that I lived every day) I know it seems I make excuses Run away when I feel like it's useless I get older, but just never wiser Turn my lovers straight into some fighters I'm the one that lights up the damn fire But now that I'm just on my own It's alright, it's alright