Phoenix (feat. Ness the Martian)

I feel inadequate, I'm balancing The cannabis with captain fifths This chalice sip, with hash I mix Might blast me past the planets Ships and satellites in orbit Courses plotted for these horseman ridin Fortress in my mind is fortified inside with colder climates Demons of apocalypse attacking for my gold and diamonds Voices start to yell that I'm in hell, and my soul is frying Soldiers dying, trying to fight the war that's always chasing them Swore that I would try my best to not explore this place again Man I cannot be a casualty I will not waste within Swear that I had found my peace, I only got a taste of it Pacing shit, tryna hard to win this savage war with passions Like this music cause a force to form that's going to a storm the factions Trying to put my life together it keeps getting torn to fractions Like a star or like a Phoenix I'll get reborn in ashes So meet me on the field me, I'll kill you, you dont kill me first You had always weaponized em, now it's time you feel these words The music helped me look into my soul and what I found within? Strength to hear your screams and never let them bring me down again I've been on this high so long I think I'm never coming down I've been running from my past my karma's finally coming round All this pressures weighing heavy, I'm just trying not to drown So I'm smoking pressure heavy, lifes a bitch she's hella petty Flippin quarters breaking jaws I kick it with Ed, Edd, and Eddy Told me I should shoot for stars I'm gripping on this 40 steady Look me in the eyes, can you tell me if you're really ready I might sell my soul if you got the right amount of fetti Demons on my shoulder help me write this shit Swear to god that ain't nobody high as this I just spoke to God he asked me do you want to die for this Handed him the noose and told him boy you better tie this shit Ness