Self Medicate

I'm just tryna Y'all feel me Find my self Yeah yeah Check it I'm just tryna find my self If i spread my wings, will I fly will I fail I'm just tryna find my self If I spread my wings, will I, will I fly Fly? Fail? Cry? Still I'm alive in the sight of the moon light Little weed little drank get my mood right Cut of snakes and the fakes, keep the crew tight Just do right it come back all in do time You ever feel like you dont know who you are Outside lookin in left alone with your scars Let down by the people that you hold as a star/ Whole world crashing down, gotta shoulder it all And that's deep and that's heavy On the inside you dont feel ready, let's get it though I'm just tryna get the full score, what its hittin for I'ma wash the pain all down, lookin pitiful Still gettin rained on, f*ck I need a ceiling for Everytime they make the pain show I conceal it more Yeah cuz I'll be alright I think my problems dont exist cuz they outta site But they waitin round the corner and they bout to strike I'll be goin down swinging cuz I'm proud to fight You gonna need more than 12 to knock me out shit I'm too high you cant drop me down I done came too damn far to let them stop me now, yeah I'm just wanna make my mama proud yeah Hope the shit that I be doin dont fry my health I'm just, I'm tryna find myself I'm just tryna find my self If i spread my wings, will I fly will I fail I'm just tryna find my self If I spread my wings, will I, will I fly Let it breathe, let it resonate Gotta dream gotta meditate Plant a seed start demanding great Yeah yeah Yeah yeah Okay, okay, okay Got a lot on my mental existential detrimental Therapies my pen and pencil, its difficult To be happy now a days but I'll pretend to Treat my psyche extra gentle, sentimental Nah this world ain't sentimental Give a f*ck bout what you've been through I'm just tryna find my self If i spread my wings, will I fly will I fail I'm just tryna find my self If I spread my wings, will I, will I fly Fly Will I fly Will I, will I Will I fly