Rubys Requiem

My reflection looked at me And he asked me how I'm feeling I said I'm feeling great I guess I'm okay I'm not doing so good Afraid and hopeless but there I stood Afraid and hopeless but then I I know I could Because the tether will be severed That's been holding me together All night I broke it as I opened The yellow door Of the yellow car And I heard the stereo The song sang Ruby's dead Ruby's dead And I realized, yes he is We take off and I'm floating Over fields of lotus Flowers that have opened Know I can grow just like them now Yesterday is not today No yesterday's so far away Spiritually excavating Digging into my foundation I've been taken to my consciousness To define why life provides me stress Why I'm awake the nights I need to rest Thought that I should call you Just to let you know I changed my life I used to be afraid I'd die afraid to die But I finally know where I'm going My mind was out of orbit But I finally know I finally know Love and grief both come in waves All I know is I'm here to stay I was broken but I opened The yellow door Of the yellow car And I heard the stereo The song sang Ruby's dead Ruby's dead And I realized, yes he is We take off and I'm floating Over fields of lotus Flowers that have opened Know I can grow just like them now Yesterday is not today No yesterday's so far away There might be different versions of me In the universes I know that none is perfect As the virgin that I worship I cross my cross and close my eyes And hope she's hearing me I know a lot because I know I don't know anything There might be different versions of me In the universes I know that none is perfect As the virgin that I worship I cross my cross and close my eyes And hope she's hearing me I know a lot because I Opened The yellow door Of the yellow car And I heard the stereo The song sang Ruby's dead Ruby's dead And I realized, yes he is We take off and I'm floating Over fields of lotus Flowers that have opened Know I can grow just like them now Yesterday is not today No yesterday's so far away