I Lose Myself

The walls have eaten up my sanity They whisper lonliness and memories I go the victim road and get inside my shell My little piece of heaven turned into a little hell Nothing working's, nothing's moving I'm deep in quicksand My soul is love deprived, there's a divide I'm jumping ahead To nomad's land I lose myself in all the shapes Colors of this emptiness Sunken deep in muddy waters I'm wishing I'd come out stronger I'm somewhere in bewteen two worlds The rainy forests and desert storms I'm shifting weight to throw off pain I don't feel lighter, I feel restrained The comfort zone is my best friend And my worst enemy It's keeping me within the shade When I need the sun in me I lose myself in all the shapes Colors of this emptiness Sunken deep in muddy waters I'm wishing I'd come out stronger Where have I gone? I have succumbed My deepest fears Are running wild Where have I gone Why am I numb? For far too long I'm coming undone I lose myself in all the shapes Colors of this emptiness Sunken deep in muddy waters I'm wishing I'd come out stronger I lose myself in all the shapes Colors of this emptiness Sunken deep in muddy waters I'm wishing I'd come out stronger