First Break Up

I've been trying not to make excuses But I'm a little broken inside Rough around the edges Like an unfinished birdhouse With wings already moving in But there's no comfort found within Maybe I'm too young to get it Too young to feel this way I wonder if they all can see it Like it's written on my face I tried to leave, I tried to run One night in the dark, but I still haven't won Six little pills, a silent plea But you can't outrun what's inside of me I'm ashamed of this love, ashamed of this fight But I keep coming back every night I don't remember taking a vow Didn't say yes to forever now And yet, here we are again Holding hands with my old best friend This pain, this weight, this endless war Tell me what we're fighting for Maybe I'm too young to get it Too young to feel this way I wonder if they all can see it Like it's written on my face I tried to leave, I tried to run One night in the dark, but I still haven't won Six little pills, a silent plea But you can't outrun what's inside of me I'm ashamed of this love, ashamed of this fight But I keep coming back every night I know I'll never be rid of you And I try, I swear I do Tired of a battle I'll never win You can't fight yourself and hope to begin again I tried to leave, but here we are A lifetime commitment, an unspoken scar No wedding ring, no grand goodbye Just a fight I'll fight 'til the day I die