L'appel du Vide

You've broken my heart And scared me to death But the worst thing of all Was the pain in my chest At the face that he made When he saw all the blood How the hell to explain? I know this isn't love And down on my knees Cleaning blood from the floor When the only one missing Walked in through the door And now that it's done I don't know what to say My emotions a mystery My whole life a cliché There's a ghost in the mirror With my eyes, with my face But she don't look familiar Like she's lost in this place And the weight of the silence Hits harder than words How do I move When my vision is blurred? And down on my knees Cleaning blood from the floor When the only one missing Walked in through the door And now that it's done I don't know what to say My emotions a mystery My whole life a cliché Tell me what's real, tell me what's right When every shadow feels like a fight Tell me I'm stronger than I feel Tell me it matters, tell me it's real And down on my knees Cleaning blood from the floor When the only one missing Walked in through the door And now that it's done I don't know what to say My emotions a mystery My whole life a cliché And maybe someday I'll wake up brand new No ghosts, no blood Just a sky painted blue