2 Many Times

I'm Growing tired of the circle That you keep on pulling me around To make sure I still want you And it only brings me trouble 'Cause I know what's good for me But I can't bring myself to leave you I don't Want to be the one to lose myself In someone who just wants to love me One night at a time I don't Want to be the girl you think that you can use Because I let you slide just one too many times Too many times Too many times You really had me going alright Let my guard down just to realize Why I had it up the whole time I knew it was wrong to try Let myself hope for a little while But you keep proving me right I just feel stupid I'm sitting here pouting 'Cause I can't admit to myself that you hurt me My head is filled with These thoughts I keep fighting You ruined me You ruined me Too many times Too many times Too many times Too many times I am done trying You don't deserve it I don't have time For all of this worry Too many times Too many times I wanna love You wanna lie You wanna f*ck I wanna fly Fly