the grinning smiler

For the life of me It's your face I really need to see I won't forget that look you gave was straight up mean I am getting overwhelmed, I turn away it's hard to tell I hide behind the jackets you bought winter last year I'm piercing your floorboards and slinking away You don't have any clue just how much I love your face Can't I just keep staring don't make me leave Oh no it's so cruel, oh well I Really can't complain despite having so many regrets I'm so god damn happy I'm grinning as I watch from afar Smile so big I don't care if I get noticed I will listen to your breathing Feel it on my own skin Ah, it's not fair, it's not fair, But I can't stop smiling it just hurts What I want? It's hard to say But you'll see soon what I have in store Ah, my heart's racing after all these years Come here, you This is what I have been waiting for Since you first moved in three years ago But if I'm being honest, I kinda thought this would never really happen But wow, look, here we are Hey come back here Why are you running from me Oh my god, this is so much fun I just sank my teeth into your neck Ah! Grinning as I bite down hard I smile so big I don't care if I get noticed I will listen to your choking Your blood on my own skin Ah, I'm so glad I'm so relieved My dreams came true and I could just die You lie on the floor In this flowing gentle scarlet mirror Ah Ah Ah