Selfish

Scattered pieces Secrets in my heart Masochistic wishes Perhaps I am who is dark Maybe I am selfish Seems I want too much Every time I dig deep I want more than a touch Craving constellations That circle in your mind Laughter, how it glistens Like stars on skin, you shine Want to taste your essence Want to join the ride No, I don't deserve it There's nothing yours that's mine Pace to get to nowhere Trace patterns on the wall Where I wish your hands would be But they're not here at all Maybe just a death wish Maybe too emotional Not to take it for granted Praying to hear you call Craving constellations That circle in your mind Laughter, how it glistens Like stars on skin, you shine Want to taste your essence Want to join the ride No, I don't deserve it There's nothing yours that's mine Silent, in the darkness When moon's the only light Wishing against fear to Help me sleep at night Sounds so sad, so hopeless But tears release the fight A fight for selfishness When I don't have a right