bloodletting

I miss ur nails in my skin Cuz mine can never sink deep as urs did Little red beads of poison Like tiny lakes of fire on my wrists I always knew id die alone Just never thought it'd take so long If only i knew then it doesn't change Then id already be long gone So i pray to crimson rosaries That night finally swallows up the sun And the stars fade on by one While my eyelids stay shut But the light through the window Always comes and fucks it up And the stains in my sheets Never seem to do enough