Paper Thin

I'm not where I want to be But I'm far from where I've come I'm not who I dreamed to be But those feelings have long gone The strings that hide inside of me Have torn so long ago Where I am and where I stand I'm always all alone And if I start to feel again? And if I start to breathe again? Does that make me paper thin? Does that make me paper thin? I keep trying and trying and trying and trying But I can't seem to find This peaceful state of mind That everyone keeps talking about They keep going on about And I wanna feel it too I wanna experience another truth For once, I wanna feel like I'm worth something And not like I'm meant to be Stuck in rock bottom (And if I start to feel again?) I know that all good things have a consequence And I keep trying to find the perfect balance But I know that I ain't perfect And I know that love ain't perfect But I know a couple hearts That make it all feel worth it So, does that make me paper thin? (Does that make me paper thin?) So, does that make me paper thin?