L.M.A.

I guess that I've been feeling lost I don't know how to act or pretend everyone else isn't I just need to find what I'm looking for So why does it feel like I've already lost it My head is spinning and I'm on the floor There's no where to go Will I stay safe here should I go home There's no where to go will I stay safe here Should I go home but who can call that'll pick up the phone who can I call Call when I've had too many Call when I'm feeling friendly I've pushed them all away because I'm fearful of commiting want them to change too quickly Come end of day I'm lonely And now that I've grown to recognize the problems from within How can I justify these feelings of resent projection Do I hate what I've become Can I love my self again Yea I wanna love myself I wanna love myself again I guess the thing to do is call The only way I know you're alive is when you check my story But I swear I worry all the time What are you doin who are you seeing Are you feelin alright But you don't want me in your life You don't like that I can't find A single f* give now and That's in love and that's my life The only way they know I'm alive is when they check my story Don't feel in charge of my decisions Want to work but I won't listen Hours slip away from me another day thinkin bout living Am I really that careless or do I care too much bout nothing And now that I've grown to recognize the problems from within How can I justify these feelings of resent projection Do I hate what I've become Can I love my self again Yea I wanna love myself I wanna love myself again