28 Days Since

28 days without the knife to the wrist 28 days since the time i been pissed My watch be going tick-tock, f*ck off, clock off Wake up every morning knowing it's the same knock off 28 days since the time i apologised 28 days it's been since the truth turn into lies My mind been getting turned off, tricked on, pissed on All these motherfuckers think my mind's a game of ping pong Lemme tell you all a story about the 9 times I fell, I shed my sorrow My lively elements became so extinct honestly i just don't want to wake up tomorrow No i don't wanna be out socializing, but I do find isolating appetizing I'm too busy contemplating, underestimating the voices that lay deep inside me A hand to hold, a heart gone cold, red gone black, love to stone I was told that there was help all around of me, guess it was the voices trapped deep inside of me Say whatever being anonymous with untold facts on why you fucking dare to do this Trying to satisfy your so called friends, so they all become clueless Your mission seem to be wipe out humanity all just for your satisfaction Well my friend it's clear to see, i tie the noose to end world disatisfaction 28 days without the knife to the wrist 28 days since the time i been pissed My watch be going tick-tock, f*ck off, clock off Wake up every morning knowing it's the same knock off 28 days since the time i apologised 28 days it's been since the truth turn into lies My mind been getting turned off, tricked on, pissed on All these motherfuckers think my mind's a game of ping pong Need Help? Call a suicide hotline I've been told that every day every night time, never going to fucking help me in a lifetime, i'd make a Better use Breaking my caudal spine Here take some anti-depressants, they'll make you feel better Round teenager nonsense, i'm sorry but never They're pointless like me that is right from the knife So why bother surviving when i could go die! Right.. someone tell me reasons i should be here if my face deforming from the punches i receiving, On a daily basis in my places i might cry beacuse the impact and the shearing tearing everything i cherish while i Bleeding I don't find a reason to be living in a world of torture why the f*ck am i here get me out of all pointless misery... Everything's a mystery, F*CK! Tell my mama and my sister holy f*ck i'm gonna miss yous Sure, isn't the world a better place without my presence causing all the issues... 28 days without the knife to the wrist 28 days since the time i been pissed My watch be going tick-tock, f*ck off, clock off Wake up every morning knowing it's the same knock off 28 days since the time i apologised 28 days it's been since the truth turn into lies My mind been getting turned off, tricked on, pissed on All these motherfuckers think my mind's a game of ping pong Lemme finish off this song with the way the problem solve was found How i pushed all objections away, my career now today, lemme use all my breathe to help you out Never let em' hit you down you get back up and stand your ground You show them who the f*ck is gon' be better when they turn around To see your name across the boards their jealousy begins to rise Your name on stars in hollywood and most important in the skies They want you lower than the dirt not on the face, beneath the ground You know you keep head up high and walk away so fucking proud Show no attention keep it tense and take a seat back on your throne Cuz one day all those stupid motherfuckers gonna bow down low