PORTE NOIR III (feat. OMNIS VOS SCIO)

Mama left Dad got his arm on my shoulder 8 years pass Dad got his arm round my brother Asthmatic wasn't the cause of his passing out We've been at it for years Thoughts been livin' on the low low low low 30 seconds One question Was it worth letting me know know know know Crusading let my mind speak perspective Coming from a personality That came across aggressive Flick the switch and let it spill Flick the switch and let it spill I don't know Why I second guess If I'm alone Got no purpose in my Life no more Take it steady on the Waves so slow Guess it was just another predicament I don't know Why I second guess If I'm alone Got no purpose in my Life no more Take it steady on the Waves so slow Guess it was just another predicament Mama left Dad got his arm on my shoulder uh 8 years pass Dad got his arm round my brother uh Asthmatic wasn't the cause of his passing out Anger inside over 8 years been letting out Waves of depression Coulda swore that he was living life Thought about his brother and his dad And how the suicidal thoughts Caught right back up And nearly put him 6 feet deep below Beside myself 3 o'clock in the morning Got reminders of my past Close my eyes have a dream About the memories that never last Only takes a couple seconds before realizing Love will always fade away Over the years The dedication was a throwaway Cover my ears Cause I don't wanna hear that someone new Took my place and made them happier Than I could ever do I don't know Why I second guess If I'm alone Got no purpose in my Life no more Take it steady on the Waves so slow Guess it was just another predicament I don't know Why I second guess If I'm alone Got no purpose in my Life no more Take it steady on the Waves so slow Guess it was just another predicament Mama left Dad got his arm on my shoulder uh 8 years pass Dad got his arm round my brother uh Asthmatic wasn't the cause of his passing out Anger inside over 8 years been letting out Waves of depression Coulda swore that he was living life Thought about his brother and his dad And how the suicidal thoughts Caught right back up And nearly put him 6 feet deep below Beside myself 3 o'clock in the morning Got reminders of my past Close my eyes have a dream About the memories that never last Only takes a couple seconds before realizing Love will always fade away