Tired AF

I'm getting kinda tired of Getting up every day Sitting still and wait Not doing what i want to Kinda feelin haunted Sit back as they tell you to do everyday And then even tho that kind of Makes you feel like time goes Way to fast or way to slow Know one day you will make it Kinda by mistake, you know And you will trick me once But you ain't trick me twice Kinda gettin bored of your so transparent lies It's everyday a new one Kinda makes you feel important If this ain't enough I kinda give up Im kinda tired of trying hard af Oh, lets knock it off We're doing too much I'm tired of trying so much I try so hard it's cycle Every time I give in, say you're winnin ,then your ice cold I love you hard as f*ck you But we’re stuck, in this paradigm I know it's not a victimless crime I got my own shit I'm quick to admit, that I'm broken But I’m hopin’ that we can get it right Cuz if i had time to study We could be more than f*ck buddies I know that you say you love me But everytime we fight, Im in tears and its really ugly If this ain't enough I kinda give up Im kinda tired of trying hard af Oh, lets knock it off We're doing too much I'm tired of trying so much If this ain't enough I kinda give up Im kinda tired of trying hard af Oh, lets knock it off We're doing too much I'm tired of trying so much