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I try, to be the best you ever had But it feel like you got someone else If we break up I'ma hate myself If we break up I'ma hate myself I try too hard sometimes Just to make you feel like I'm the best you ever had Even though sometimes it feels like you got someone else, someone else Blessings and lessons I swear you came from heaven I still got a lot to learn about love The only time I feel love is when I take drugs When I'm around you I don't take em Cuz when I'm around ya, you make me feel love Around those other bitches I feel exhausted Pour a 4 not sippin' slow I'm feeling nauseous Think I got 'bout a year or two left, in this year or two I'ma live my best life Stop reminding me about my past life It's making me insane And this shit's getting to my brain Now I'm reminiscing 'bout my ex bitch she can rot in hell I try, to be the best you ever had But it feel like you got someone else If we break up I'ma hate myself If we break up I'ma hate myself I try too hard sometimes Just to make you feel like I'm the best you ever had Even though sometimes it feels like you got someone else, someone else Oxy cotton hitting hard I think I'm about to crash the whip So, I'ma need a different car She off the yayo said it's hitting hard Damn this life is fucked up Middle fingers up saying f*ck love Usually, I f*ck 'em then I go home This one different she is not a moody hoe Hopefully, I last with her Hopefully, I end up making cash with her Hopefully Hopefully, we get that bag together Do you see it like I do? Me for you, and you for me Let's hit licks, let's smoke weed Let's do every little thing we can Let's make memories, gettin' high before the sun rises Do you see it like I do? Me for you, and you for me Let's hit licks, let's smoke weed Let's do every little thing we can Let's make memories, gettin' high before the sun rises I try, to be the best you ever had But it feel like you got someone else If we break up I'ma hate myself