Killed in Action

They say you can't recall Ages of three But i can see it Clear as can be Mama holding me singing Dad hanging the star On the tree My sister missing teeth Wearing the wreath Keep pedaling don't stop Yelled from my pops No training wheels Gotta get back up When you drop First kiss at the sandbox My love lived on the corner Fighting future addicts Learned the definition Of a mourner At the big ten I couldn't blow out The prank candles My sis drown at the lake Her picture on the mantle Walked in highschool fresh Grounded on my 16th Birthday For cheating on a test Blessed that same girl Was my prom date Wiped tears from her cheek And said for her flight She be late I was trashed the night I crashed Then i got sober Became a sponsor Cut the ribbon I'm an owner I answered the phone On my chest He said remember me I got your number From aa on the desk Rent due and liquor calling I can't take the stress Fulfilling my duty to help I got dressed I pulled up to the street Got out it was dim Then i remember shadows Then staring at my rim After that Nothing left to be said My life just flashed Before my eyes Does this mean I'm dead