My Heart

Dont wanna live this life no more Death is knockin at the door I always think i want to answer Is suicide my mental cancer Sometimes i contemplate my life It almost like its every night How can i make it one more day If your not here to lead the way If theres a god hell hear my prayers Hell walk me up to heavens stairs To make sure that we meet again Because you were my realest friend No matter what it just gets worse Like every day is a new curse Why did the realest take his life When he aint even try to fight Dont wanna live this life no more Death is knockin at the door I always think i want to answer Is suicide my mental cancer Sometimes i contemplate my life It almost like its every night How can i make it one more day If your not here to lead the way I just cant picture all the pain My brother went through in that day To make him want to leave us all N not give us a goodbye call If we could just have one last chat Id make sure all i said was that Since you chose with life to part Ill always love you with my heart With my heart