Saving

Verse 1 I been at peace man I been in hell Following the street signs all in my head Satisfying all my needs is it all about sex Just told her to leave get the f*ck out my bed Now I’m staring at the ceiling covered in sweat Drowning in my feelings full of regret Lookin for some freedom and some control I just lost a Queen I swear everyone knows I been speeding down the left The wrong side of the road All this got me outta breath I think it’s time that I blow Say she don’t want a relationship and she don’t want no kids But that body so fire man like damn it is what it is I’m against all of my morals and stressing bout’ my beliefs Ain’t been to church in a year like I’d rather be in the streets I no longer know what’s good for me Looking around like how could it be Hook I need saving, saving Saving from myself I been waiting, wake me When you find some help, help Verse 2 I been down on resources of course Trapped as a prisoner of my own thoughts I be running from the flood been numb to the pain Smoking all these drugs I will never love again Growing out my beard I’m about to go grey Pictures off the wall even thrown away frames I don’t wanna see a thing I don’t wanna fall again Happy on the surface but it’s all for pretend Daddy called me out the blue And it really had me confused Either wanted to remove the big Elephant in the room Was a month before the stroke You woulda thought that he knew Don’t die on me motherfucker before I put out these tunes Before I prove you were wrong when You said to me that I wouldn’t be A list Wanna take all my successes And flaunt it all in your faces You’ve never told me you love me If you want money then take it Hook I need saving, saving Saving from myself I been waiting, wake me When you find some help, help Saving.