Again

Please don't run away when I say I haven't felt this way in years. Just stay And know that you are already everything I need Could we just stay like this for all eternity? That's what she said to me And now I'm left wondering what I did wrong She said it wasn't me But this is just always how it's gone I thought I had changed enough, come on Tell me everything I should've done Despite it all I miss Being called perfect By high school girls who didn't know their needs It never lasted long, I've let it go 'cause we were young But that was years ago, I've tried to change I guess I'm still the same, what can't I see? Not gonna fall in love again How can I fall in love again? Not ready to fall in love again Don't wanna fall in love My car driving through the rain The wipers can't clear the stain They're cut and damaged from the ice and snow The streaks left behind block out the road ahead, a cruel joke And now the view for me is blurred and marred By yesterday's scars, and how it shows I've heard it said, That's how it goes You take a hit, don't let the bruise grow But now I'm driving blind, I don't know Is this the road? Not gonna fall in love again How can I fall in love again? Not ready to fall in love again Don't wanna fall in love Hanging by a string I wish would break Never really move on, just live the pain You learn just to give what you can take How could I fall in love again? Will I ever fall in love again? Don't know if I'll fall in love again