Dear Life

I'm clinging on for dear life Lately been, feeling like collateral damage Not good, not bad, just something that happened And I heard it only gets harder as you grow older Tired of having birthdays - is that alright? An easy way out to be immortalized in time The girl who can't bear the weight of a head on her shoulders So I rewatch my old favorite tv shows And I try to forget I'm growing old Time's a strange thing to say the least I'm scared of losing it though I've always wanted to leave I'm clinging on for dear life Scared to sleep cause I dont wanna wake up in the mornin Silence, then the chest pain hits me without a warnin Escape my nightmares just to find there's no relief in waking up Rewatch my old favorite tv shows And I try to forget I'm growing old Time's a strange thing to say the least I'm scared of losing it though I've always wanted to leave I'm clinging on for dear life Like I've been doing my whole life Dear life why'd you make it so hard for me? Can't find the strength to stay, can't find the strength to leave I'm clinging on for dear life