illusion

Try to feel what is real Won't be here long, not a big deal Can't tell anybody anymore Are you with me, are you sure I don't have anybody I'm all alone, by myself But I don't want anybody else Can't help me, everything I've been through Keep it on the inside, don't wanna get in too deep Where you left the knife in my back And turned your back That describes, all my life Every single person said goodbye Why do I try, anymore Gotta walk my own path Opened up a new door, I see more Never thinking about you anymore So high but I'm laying on the floor Smoke another one, and sing some more All my life, since I was young Stayed in my head, thinking about who I'll become Trapped inside this world With nowhere left to go, anymore Don't know where I'm going in this world I just try to save myself, don't need your help Everything you said, everything I felt None of it was real, I'm just trying to heal From the knife you left in my back I'm bleeding out I think I found I'll be better by myself Okay, it's a new day And you better be listening what I say World will know my name, gonna reach the fame But you better be listening what I say Cause we're not the same, on a different wave Doing different things, living differently What does it mean, what is everything Nothing really turns out to be what it seems Nothing really turns out to be what it seems