Stuck

I don't know if I can control myself Look deep inside myself, I'm might need help Oh yeah, runnin' out of time, runnin' out of time Gotta speak my mind, through a rhyme, with a melody behind Roll one up and grab a light Off the shrooms, ego die Wondering if I'm alive, I'm starting to see the light No, I'm still alive, losing my mind, yeah Yeah, might as well enjoy the ride, yeah We could all die tomorrow Hopeless thoughts, where would I go Leave behind pain and sorrow Let it all go I can't remember what my life was like before her Too late, I'm not the same, rewired my brain All alone Don't even know where to call home anymore I'm lost inside this hopeless world Thought you would always be my girl You took my heart, it can't return I thought that we could make it work Then I woke up Woke up In reality I'm stuck Where my life is all fucked up And I think I had enough My time is almost up Just waste away my days Don't care, no, I'm unfazed Yeah, I'm stuck inside my ways I swear I'll never change