Even Up

And everything I said I did, I had to prove to myself Put my pain in this music, I turn my pain into passion Made my pain out of laughter, with these words paint my struggle Ambition came from my mother, was born a son of a hustler Used to having no father, my friends became my brothers I became my own father, I had to father myself Never asked for a handout, I never needed they help Purple heart for the casualties, pain that we really felt We take a loss, then we avenge, sometimes revenge gotta be dealt Protocols when we move, make sure we purging in stealth Always going against the odds, I go to war by myself And everything I said I did, I had to prove to myself And I ain't worried about nobody, I'm improving myself I did favors, never counted, I just wanted to help Cut em off, for ulterior motives, they was snaking they self I kept it real, they had fake love , they exposing they self hard to please everybody i need to clone myself ungrateful when you fed em, how you bite the hand that feed you I can understand hyenas, I don't understand these leeches Like false prophets and preachers, cut em off it made life easier Made sure I advanced and surpassed em, now ain't no even up Made sure I advanced and surpassed em, now ain't no even up Always going against the odds, I go to war by myself And everything I said I did, I had to prove to myself Yeah, was too accessible, to those who was just questionable Cut em out my circle then I started living life Pockets full, yeah I'm good, yeah I'm moving right I ain't tripping, yeah they hating, that's just hard life Ain't no hard feelings, ain't no money in it Got out my bag and got a bag and then I started building Legitimate business, wonder how I did it Mind your business, mind always on business I ain't worried bout no bitches Made sure I advanced and surpassed them, now ain't no even up Made sure I advanced and surpassed em, now ain't no even up Always going against the odds, I go to war by myself And everything I said I did, I had to prove to myself Always going against the odds, I go to war by myself And everything I said I did, I had to prove to myself And everything I said I did, I had to prove to myself