In My Mind/Note to Self

My minds like a void that just keeps goin The things that come through ain't always the right showin A lot of stuff I say I truly don't mean But when it comes down to it I know I can be a king But none of that, ain't trynna be all sad man A record that goes platinum, now picture that man The fans show love, the haters they bug But when my idols are my peers, that's when ill go dumb Cause when you got a burnin heart for the music that influences You cannot pull away from the feeling that just keep on feelin And fillin up the emptiness when I felt like I had nothing and my ego had an illness I know I'm young but things have changed will never be same person I was before I met my lord and save You're the better person so this is what imma work with Show the world that you're great and never be ashamed of it Ahh it's hard to keep a good mentality When demons start attacking me cause man I know they're after me So Imma keep pushin until my dreams pull through I know it sounds crazy but it has to come... Some times I feel like I can do anything because everything I put my mind to can become gold The things I see in the future with these rap lines is really fine man all of y'all are up in my mind Gotta write this note to my self but put it over this beat man yeah for good health Listen to it when I get lost out in bad vibes The old me would've went out to commit a crime Now please don't get me twisted I'm no where near perfect But everyone's got a purpose that's why I think this so worth it uh Instead of feeling worthless i'm out here trynna make this work And I cannot blame my self for cravin the fame Simply trynna make it in the game And show the world the positive name of Izaac with a Z man And that's two A's yeah and without a K Yes sir I've never been a lame and never will be As I sit here writin these rhymes wondering if Ill get the time to go out and shine I really gotta remind my self to keep in line Don't let the small things bother your mind boy you're fine If you're gonna be the eye of enjoyment Just do what you do with your crew and your boo And your fam be the lamb not the lamb be the GOAT And just boast when it's all said and done with the day ones