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I wish I could suppress the distorted Echoes in my head I don't wanna stay the same Cause it's a fucked up path ahead I keep walking through the fire Cause i'm the long lost flame Thought pattern like tangled wire Fatigued to the bone I've lost my aim There's a whirlwind in my head again Can't let go so i'll just pretend I slowly paralyse myself Through all this damage dealt Welcome to the carousel It won't stop spinning I get so obsessive and compulsive Living in a reality that doesn't exist Like a needle piercing through my skin I'm so broken that i need a safety pin I keep walking through the fire Cause i'm the long lost flame Thought pattern like tangled wire Fatigued to the bone I've lost my aim There's a whirlwind in my head again Can't let go so i'll just pretend I slowly paralyse myself Through all this damage dealt Welcome to the carousel It won't stop spinning Tear me apart Diagnose me Where do i start When my pending has been prolonged Revive my halo Make amends Hanging on by just a thread Trace the part I got mislead And repair me no placebo There's a whirlwind in my head again Can't let go so i'll just pretend I slowly paralyse myself Through all this damage dealt Welcome to the carousel It won't stop spinning Welcome to the carousel