Just One

Take it in, and believe, this is how, the world turns Close my eyes shut my ears but the pain within me burns This is how, I've lived my life, and there's been no change Coz the faster the tears fall, the harder it all becomes And all that says is the pain was not worth it at all The darker it grows, the memories all return That it begun- with one single blow Raise my chin, count my steps, and pray the floor won't fall through But it's my mind that I can't wake up and the pain that just won't go This is how I've lived my life, and there's been no change Coz the faster the tears fall, the harder it all becomes And all that says is the pain was not worth it at all The darker it grows, the memories all return That it begun- with one single blow When I close my eyes, I can't pretend I ask myself, How did we pick this end? Reality, illusions to me are all one and the same The memory of how perfectly, the enemy became ourselves Was the explosion- the single blow