Paradise

I'm in need of stitches, the wound in my heart is a gaping hole And life blew it into shape My soul needs morphine coz the pain I feel is a vortex into Reality's intro That says; hey welcome to the what-is-really-is and is really happening to you Coz it is By the way, you either wake up or you do And somehow hope that you remember What hoping really is Coz the sky is grey and not blue And love is red and not anything I thought I knew Inside I'm dead its true I can't find paradise So, I'll search for something new I won't find paradise till the day that I find you I forgot my memory, in a vault of myself when it came to see That there's nothing I really know My mind was empty; it became just a room filled with echoes bouncing off the walls of a labyrinth Coz today doesn't seem at all like it did yesterday and I don't have what I can say Coz its seems too late to pray, fall right on my knees and return to the place where I thought all my dreams come true But it don't depend on me Coz the rain falls where it may And pain is selfish, it's the most selfish thing I ever knew I guess it's never just okay To find my paradise, So I'll search for something new I won't find paradise till the day that I find you I know I'll search and find nothing new I know I'll search till I find you I'll never be content it's true I won't find paradise till the day that I find you