Claw

I've killed myself thousands of times over you I've been dragged down by my neck while crying out for you Nobody heard me screaming and retching and dying It's all for you I tried everything and I can't get you out I tried everything and still I wish I could claw you out of me I want you out of me I wish I could claw you out Riddled with torment, he kisses the rotted feet of death At the age of five You grew inside You stole my life I tried to die After what you did I'm a husk I'm in the pit How do I not feel so strange How do I change How do I